I am whole again

I know that instinctively the happiness i was feeling yesterday morning happened for a reason. Remember i told you that I was accompanied by The backstreet boys music and that I felt as if I had an extra wing. I guess it was all leading to the happy news. H and Hannah will be joining me on the 15th of February. The best Valentine’s Day present ever! I got the email from the agent around 5pm yesterday and i was jumping up and down. Zoe was beside me and she was smiling and laughing at me. I called H immediately and he was ecstatic as well. It was a relief. I feel as if someone was actually squeezing my heart. The emotion and over whelming feelings that I was feeling was out of this world. I guess this is love! H related a story to me about Hannah. It seems that the night before they were looking for old pictures of H’s dad. Then they stumbled upon an album that housed his cousin’s wedding photos. I remembered that wedding, i was there with the whole family and i took Sharon and Irene with me because it was in Penang-H’s mom side of the family. It was a simple close knit Chinese wedding ceremony. H told me that there was a picture of all of us with the bride and groom and when Hannah saw the picture she started crying and calling out “mummy”. When i heard it I was trying really hard not to shed any tears. I was at work for god sake! No more crying...my baby is coming soon! I told Hannah that it’ll be another seven days. She replied “why so long mummy”. I told her that the days will go by so fast that before she knew it she’ll be with me.
So this morning i woke up with a peaceful mind and heart but with a headache though. I don’t know whether it’s because of Frank’s daughter kept screaming in my ears or the sms i kept receiving during wee hours of the morning. I am not complaining one bit because i welcome those sms from home like the desert welcomes the rain. Che..wah!hehe. But i think interrupted sleep can be the cause of this headache i think. Anyway, i came to work and i had to use my access card 8 times before i get to my cubicle. The security they have in place here is amazing. No one’s around because it’s a public holiday today. Well..That’s what i thought until i saw Kevin. We chatted a bit and he was just stopping by before going to the gym. He asked me to go with the rest to the lantern festival tomorrow but i couldn’t because I’ll be in Hamilton. I’m going to the lantern festival with Zoe on Sunday.
God is great! And HE loves me. Everything has fallen into place...and i will be whole again. Have a great weekend everyone!